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Body feelings – soul states
When a person thinks about me intensely, it triggers a feeling of lightness in my head and arms. My ears „ring,“ as the saying goes. If two people do this together and they have certain spiritual power, then I sometimes feel slightly dizzy. The soul is called and leaves the body in parts. It takes…
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When things start to get complicated again
When things start to get complicated again. When an indefinable restlessness takes hold of me – a malaise for which I don’t seem to have any explanation at first – then it has crept in again and is trying to cast its spell over me: The great game of the material mind society. The discomfort…
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Acting in waiting
The mind hates waiting. Especially when it enters its existence unexpectedly and suddenly. He is helplessly condemned to do nothing by external influences. His plans do not work out. The chain of cause and effect has taken on a life of its own and forces him to realize that he is so dependent on everything…
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The money to become godlike
Money is the means by which the mind wants to become godlike. It is the divine power of transformation, of creation without dependence on a foreign God. Whoever possesses enough of this substance is able to accomplish divine things himself. To make the paradise arise again. To escape the gloom of one’s own limitations. To…
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Relief of pain with a car
„If you start with us, you’ll also get a car. The pain should be eased a little,“ someone once told me with a sardonic smile on his face. But I don’t want pain that needs to be relieved. To sacrifice my life and my lifetime in pain in exchange for money that I can use…
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I – know – NOTHING!
Again and again I come to points in my life where I can only be surprised (or not so surprised): „I – know – NOTHING!“ These are points in my life where what I thought I knew or thought I knew for sure turned out to be pigeonholed, entrenched opinion, or simply bigoted know-it-allness, arrogance,…
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The new earth – the monetary system
The monetary system is our new Mother Earth – superimposed on the old one. An insulating layer of money. Money, the new food, the new basic need. The system nourishes us as its children and demands that we completely adapt to its „environment“ in return. It demands that we follow its rules completely and unconditionally.…
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Splitting wood
The recoil of the axe passes through my arms and makes my body tremble. „Pahhh!!!“ escapes the air from my lungs – with a sound full of exhaustion, disbelief, pleading and bitterness, despair. All the energy I had put into this one blow was in vain and was led through the wood, over the chopping…
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Conscious use of energy
We are no longer used to saving energy. We waste our power as if we could replace you over and over again. Both the inner and the outer power. It seems to be like that. Energy (at least external) seems to be always and everywhere available. We can spend ourselves as much as we want…
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being aimless means getting to the destination
When I paint or carve something, it’s important that I do it free of fear. Free from the fear of spoiling the hour-long work by a single stroke or a single cut. I achieve this freedom from fear not by approaching these works carefully, which would be the typical and usual way of our mind…