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Black Friday 2019 in Frankfurt a. M.
Frankfurt am Main. A kindergarten run by children. Far away from any true and adult voice.Black Friday 2019… The last of the next few years. Only nobody knew that yet… And just as I was about to give up on everything here, hundreds of people peacefully stormed the shopping centre shouting „anti-capitalista“, with balloons and…
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So much I would like to numb myself with activity
So much I would like to numb myself with activity right now. Get up in the morning and pick up the phone. Call people, sort things out, get things moving! Doing, doing, doing and see how my own doing spreads in the world. And recognize the meaning of my life in it and rest in…
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The way out of the cold
The Drifter. The homeless. Me: Looking for a new destination every day. And not knowing why to choose it. A destination without meaning. A future completely in the fog. „What will happen?! How will it continue?! Where will it take me? How… will it… – – end…?“ But is it not only on the drift,…
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It only takes one donor
Meaning. What makes me lose it? When there is no longer a donor. No selfless one. Also not the nature. The one stripped of its position as nourisher. The question of the future: Who will nourish me? Do I exist? Is there nothing left to keep me in love? Am I alone and without a…
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But what is it, what makes it so?
Yang schau is right that everything is based on itself. But what is it, what makes it so? the answer he remains guilty. Thus one comes again to the last root. The last meaning, on which everything finds itself nevertheless together.
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The knowledge that everyone has
I have a knowledge that everyone has. But it cannot be said. Since it cannot be said, it is not perceived by the mind consciousnesses. Although it is there and at the full disposal. And once it flashes, the mind does everything in its power to cover it with fear and doubt.
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Fragments
My consciousness has gone through so many changes in recent years. When I think back, I only remember fragments. Fragments of feelings – of perceptions – and situations, all conditioned by the state of my consciousness at that time. Like the archaeologist who deduces only from fragments of two old bones the appearance and the…
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Recognizing oneself
This driving around is not meeting people, it is not seeing new things, it is not connecting with the outside and learning from it. It is also not running away from oneself. It is recognizing oneself. To look at oneself in change. It is learning about yourself through yourself. And only from oneself through oneself.…
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We develop by ourselves
It’s so amazing. If you notice it, mind you. I develop by myself. I change without my doing. It just happens and suddenly I notice it. The change. The new in me, whose cause I cannot recognize, I look also still so far and strained back. Does our change always just happen? Are there no…
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What should only „happen“?
I shrink from every path I encounter. Every one-sidedness is unbearable to me. I cannot approach it. Not in thinking and also not in acting. If „something“ – a way, perhaps – seems to open up, then I feel how I will lose the eternal and infinite in following this one „something“. It’s the loss…
Beyond the words. Beyond the thoughts… Yes. That’s the way to put it…
In 2008 I had a very strange experience. You could call it a spiritual awakening. Or a spiritual reawakening.
My view of the world changed completely within a single moment.
„Learn. And wait.“ That was what I was supposed to do. I didn’t know then how long I was supposed to learn and wait. But I knew it was true. That this „instruction“ came from a source I could not ignore.
So I learned. And waited. And wrote down everything that happened to me and everything I learned.
Now the waiting seems to be over. That which I have experienced shall now find its way into the world. In these confusing times. These times of helplessness.
The menu of this website is simple. The final conclusion – that’s what I call it – can be found under Why does the world look the way it does? – The End. It represents the final realisation that has come to me. Reading – and experiencing – this may already be enough.
If you want to know more – from me – then read the introduction. It is a little long. Longer than a Facebook post in any case. And it stretches – you’ll notice – over many years of my life.
If you want to follow my path through the last 15 years, then start with The Beginning – 2009. From there you can click and read through page after page of my development. There are many pages. Much of it is beautiful. But much of it is also not so beautiful. Those who feel our scourge, capitalist materialism, so clearly within themselves must also express this in all its clarity. Express it for all those people who cannot do it themselves.
There is also the menu item The Pendulum. There you will find a representation of our „being“ as I experienced it at that time. Many articles refer to this pendulum.
The texts represent my personal inner development over the last 15 years. I offer them to everyone. As a gift. And I hope that everyone will find themselves somewhere along the way. They can take something with them that enriches or enlightens them.
Not everything is for everyone. But it can’t be. Everyone is at a different point in their development and what seems true or untrue to us depends on that alone. If a text doesn’t appeal to you at the moment, then just click on. Something will come up again that will resonate with you. There is a search function. Use it to search for specific keywords. Try „love“ or „chivalry“ or „male and female„. Or try searching for „raspberry„. You might be surprised at what is suggested to you.
Below are the most recent texts of mine and some that I have „pinned“ on this first page because I think they are particularly interesting for the reader. But there are a lot of them. Browse through what has been brought to me. And if you have laughed with me and cried with me and got upset at what grandiose nonsense I have written, then go to this man. Sadhguru. He will take the next step with you. Millions have already taken it. And the more people take this step, the greater the probability that we can still save our world.
I wish you much joy and much new knowledge. Come through this time well. Grow. Become strong.
warmly
Oliver
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Pain must never be allowed to guide us. Our actions grow out of the fearless knowledge of our security in the meaning, of our soulfulness and of the eternal unity of everything. We always act in love for everything and everyone. There is no inner separation. Pain alone must never guide us.