It’s so amazing. If you notice it, mind you. I develop by myself. I change without my doing. It just happens and suddenly I notice it. The change. The new in me, whose cause I cannot recognize, I look also still so far and strained back. Does our change always just happen? Are there no causes? Is all planning and grinding and forming of no use? No causes? No influence? Everything out of itself and unconditionally? Fate in every moment new?