So much I would like to numb myself with activity right now. Get up in the morning and pick up the phone. Call people, sort things out, get things moving! Doing, doing, doing and see how my own doing spreads in the world. And recognize the meaning of my life in it and rest in it. Oh, how beautiful that would be ….
That’s how perplexed I am right now. So far from the true meaning. So alone and lost I do not hear its gentle sound.
But I know about him. Even now! And that makes me wait and trust in his soon return.