Beyond the words. Beyond the thoughts… Yes. That’s the way to put it…
In 2008 I had a very strange experience. You could call it a spiritual awakening. Or a spiritual reawakening.
My view of the world changed completely within a single moment.
„Learn. And wait.“ That was what I was supposed to do. I didn’t know then how long I was supposed to learn and wait. But I knew it was true. That this „instruction“ came from a source I could not ignore.
So I learned. And waited. And wrote down everything that happened to me and everything I learned.
Now the waiting seems to be over. That which I have experienced shall now find its way into the world. In these confusing times. These times of helplessness.
The menu of this website is simple. The final conclusion – that’s what I call it – can be found under Why does the world look the way it does? – The End. It represents the final realisation that has come to me. Reading – and experiencing – this may already be enough.
If you want to know more – from me – then read the introduction. It is a little long. Longer than a Facebook post in any case. And it stretches – you’ll notice – over many years of my life.
If you want to follow my path through the last 15 years, then start with The Beginning – 2009. From there you can click and read through page after page of my development. There are many pages. Much of it is beautiful. But much of it is also not so beautiful. Those who feel our scourge, capitalist materialism, so clearly within themselves must also express this in all its clarity. Express it for all those people who cannot do it themselves.
There is also the menu item The Pendulum. There you will find a representation of our „being“ as I experienced it at that time. Many articles refer to this pendulum.
The texts represent my personal inner development over the last 15 years. I offer them to everyone. As a gift. And I hope that everyone will find themselves somewhere along the way. They can take something with them that enriches or enlightens them.
Not everything is for everyone. But it can’t be. Everyone is at a different point in their development and what seems true or untrue to us depends on that alone. If a text doesn’t appeal to you at the moment, then just click on. Something will come up again that will resonate with you. There is a search function. Use it to search for specific keywords. Try „love“ or „chivalry“ or „male and female„. Or try searching for „raspberry„. You might be surprised at what is suggested to you.
Below are the most recent texts of mine and some that I have „pinned“ on this first page because I think they are particularly interesting for the reader. But there are a lot of them. Browse through what has been brought to me. And if you have laughed with me and cried with me and got upset at what grandiose nonsense I have written, then go to this man. Sadhguru. He will take the next step with you. Millions have already taken it. And the more people take this step, the greater the probability that we can still save our world.

I wish you much joy and much new knowledge. Come through this time well. Grow. Become strong.

  • The mad helmsmen and captains…. they have to be identified

    The successful psychopath is adaptable. In democracies, this leads to him being supported by the people as long as they take advantage of his actions. Destruction of people and nature in faraway countries, disproportionate judgements in cases that do not concern oneself, a little state restriction of freedom for the sake of security and more…

  • Reasons for the current fatalism

    The helplessness and immobility of people in the face of climate catastrophe, the fatalism that nothing can be changed now anyway, are an expression of the hidden death wish in materialism. The wish that this meaningless existence will soon be over. And the thought that if I can no longer do anything for my survival,…

  • A flowing good and balanced story

    The human being, like everything, is an expression of vibrations. These vibrations are infinite in number and infinitely interwoven. The programme runs like word after word in a radio programme. These vibrations can repeat themselves in a quasi-circular fashion. 7 o’clock alarm clock, brushing teeth for 4 minutes, left arm resting on the sink. Then…

  • Liberation only exists when all people are liberated from fear. We have to work towards that.

  • All is well

    When the mother tells the injured child „all is well“, this is not out of ignorance of the situation. On the contrary. It comes from the inner knowledge that on another level the person is invulnerable and already saved, healed.

  • Thankful to the life

    On a hike I am grateful for every raspberry that is given to me and satisfies my hunger. We can be just as grateful when we go shopping in Aldi or Rewe. And not thankful to Messrs Rewe or Aldi, but thankful to the life that nourishes us so selflessly.

  • When you have experienced something, then you have to decide how to deal with it

    „Above the dam we used to change the oil back in the 1950s. We simply let the old oil run into the ground. No one thought at the time that it might contaminate the groundwater“ the old man told me. Shaking his head at his own stupidity. „So soon after the war, people thought of…

  • As long as everything is full and safe, there is no reason for people to change

    As long as everything is full and safe, there is no reason for people to change. But full and safe is about to change and man must now begin to change too. And this not hectically instinctively in fear and aggression, but consciously and in peace so that the transformation works for the benefit of…

  • Inner and outer perception are the same thing

    „ „Everything that is in consciousness has first been received through the senses,“ say the sensualists. They deny the view that all knowledge is already present in the human being, only that it cannot be fully retrieved. But this – inner – knowledge can also be sensefully experienced: it is received through the soul sense.…

  • It is so important to be free of suffering.

    If I am in suffering, then I can neither experience the essential nor orient myself according to it. Strengthen the body, expand the consciousness from the mind to the soul. This is how freedom from suffering can succeed.


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Pain must never be allowed to guide us. Our actions grow out of the fearless knowledge of our security in the meaning, of our soulfulness and of the eternal unity of everything. We always act in love for everything and everyone. There is no inner separation. Pain alone must never guide us.

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