The thought of now acquiring knowledge in the conventional way, of starting a university course or further training, makes me recoil. I feel too much, how in this way of soul-distant knowledge my inner knowledge would be buried in a bottomless hole by the „facts“ of the mind. With this thought I am again completely child. And I realize, what we do to our children, if we only convey to these so animated beings with all institutional system-conditioned and hopeless massiveness, that 1 x 1 = 1 and 1 x 2 = 2 should be. Throughout their lives.