The conclusion drawn from this, that one must abolish the feminine in order not to be exploited, is a complete fallacy that could only come from people who have already no longer felt their devoted feminine. Who were already only in the male struggle for survival, in the fear of death.

The feminine, the soulful, the nurturing, the selfless is protected by the masculine. In man himself, in society, in the world. The masculine serves the feminine and the feminine gives itself in love. The masculine – which also carries within it a surrendering feminine, like everything else and always so – acts in love. Inwardly and outwardly. That is the principle of balance. That is the principle of chivalry. The strong, the acting sits at the feet of the resting, eternal knowing and acts in harmony with this fearless, eternal knowing of the cycle and the meaning. The eternally knowing gives birth to the world, sustains life and the acting acts without self-interest in joy and love and without fear of death.

How is it with us: the masculine acts. Alone. For himself. It forces the feminine to take him to its breast and nourish him. And the male does not protect the female. It suppresses it. In itself, in society, in the world. And so the feminine, the giving, the giving of oneself, love, the eternal wisdom of meaning, disappears more and more from the world. It is completely sucked out in the self-interest of the male, which has banished the female from itself so as never to be exploited. So as never to have to give to others. For he who is in the struggle for survival keeps all resources with him, he sucks out everything he can.

Now the resting, the loving, the giving, the knowing, is soon consumed in this world. The fallacy, the delusion, slowly comes to light. It was the feminine, in its nurturing, giving birth, that made everything possible in the first place. And despite all the denial and self-important self-deception, it turns out, no longer deniable, that it was the only nourishment. Nothing can exist without the nourishing breast of the mother. The male egoistic insatiable diabolical infant can only suck until there is nothing left. He cannot create anything new. When he has taken everything, then he will perish….

And all he had in his life was lonely cold fear. Fear of succumbing to another fearful one. – And then death comes. And he has served nothing and no one. Has not shared in the eternal knowledge of love and meaning….

And this death of the feminine affects women as much as men… There is no difference.

My writing programme says about my following text: 8.5 hours editing time and about 18 minutes reading time.

Perhaps you will give it a chance today or in the next few days. I would be very pleased.

Dear Members of Parliament,

I would like to bring something to your attention.

I do not want to lecture you in any way, but I would like to say it. At least it is out in the world. Perhaps my point of view will be new to some of you and help you to change your perception of our social conditions. Sometimes we only stir our own porridge – and are not in a position to recognise the simplest things. No Corona. That’s a promise. Or as little as possible. At the moment, this topic cannot be completely excluded.

As I said, I don’t know if you know this, but most people, the vast majority, can’t stand capitalism. They get sick of it. Physically and mentally. They become ill in their attempts to bend to its loveless, merciless, inhuman and increasingly harsh rules as best they can to save their naked lives, or to evade it, to save their humanity, as far as they are at all able.

Many people – the overwhelming majority in our society – are also already so conditioned that they themselves no longer perceive anything at all of these hopeless struggles they are forced to wage day after day, and only wonder helplessly why they are getting sicker and sicker, unhappier and unhappier, angrier and angrier. – And then they buy and argue, because that is supposed to help, they were taught. And they quietly ask themselves, sometimes, why all this buying and fighting can’t heal their pain either…. But they rarely think that, because they are afraid of appearing weak. Of themselves and of the so just social, capitalist judgement.

So very few are the ones who really enjoy the argument. In the separation. In the massive assertion of their own views, opinions and goals. In fighting; who only feel when they are fighting, when they are in rage. Who never give in, who always go for it. Until the other person lies defeated on the ground. And who only then feel satisfaction. But these few are the ones who, in their self-image, only strive for personal influence and power. And in this sense they powerfully shape a world of struggle and fear.

Satisfied in the struggle, they are. Vital. Provoke the fights themselves. With lust. And they are satisfied, in high spirits, when the other lies defeated on the ground. The male rules them. They are completely ignorant of the feminine, the source of everything – it is also the source of the masculine, also of its… -. Ignorant and helpless, handicapped in surrendering, in uniting, in bearing, in accepting…. in loving. They are always afraid – for themselves and only themselves, and their opinion – and therefore only know the fight. They are always afraid that someone might suddenly come along who could simply crush them. Thus, for them, the world is full of opponents – and temporary alliances determined by the respective benefits.

Now you, dear MPs, are not in one of the highest positions of power for nothing. You must have sought this position deliberately, and in this country you cannot get to your position with feminine, spiritual attributes. You know that very well. And you are fine with it and so it is perhaps completely far from your mind that anyone would not want to live like that. Or can’t live that way. Let’s not even assume wantonness – I can already hear „ingratitude!“ hissing there -. That someone cannot be half. And cannot live in a world where only the masculine, self-interest and violence rule. Where the feminine is well needed – after all, the whole crazy game would immediately come to shame without it – but is kept small and officially marginalised, where it is claimed that the twitching of muscles is the only thing that brings salvation, in the end. Blindly, in ignorance of reality.

As representatives and beneficiaries of this system, it is inevitably part of your qualifications not to recognise such things. If you could, well, you probably wouldn’t be where you are now. The same goes for business leaders, they are just the other variety of maximum personal power in capitalist societies.

This is the paradox, the vicious circle in which people are trapped in capitalist materialism, the destructive masculine system. The leaders love struggle. So they create a world of struggle…. Business against business, interest groups against interest groups, man against man. And the toughest fighters, they become the new leaders. Even tougher than their predecessors. Even more narrowly focused in their fragmented perception of the world as a battlefield. Even more efficient in their grinding down of the coming generation for use by capitalism. And they simply don’t know any better….

Or do they? Or do they? Or do you know better and just act against it?

Two years ago, in the beginning of the pandemic, I met some good people (I didn’t agree with their views, but that doesn’t exclude that they were good people. There are levels beyond opinion on which man is connected. He just has to practice finding them). Well. They wanted to demonstrate and made posters. I didn’t want to go, but said, „Why don’t you write ‚Trust through openness‘?“ They looked at me long and seriously and then one asked, „Who are you addressing? The politicians?“ „Yes,“ I said, „Of course. The politicians.“ ‚Who else?“ I thought to myself. He smiled gently at me, with a firm look, and said, „No. You don’t need to address them. They know exactly what they’re doing.“ So he said.

I, on the other hand, don’t think, still don’t think, that you really know what you’re doing. That’s not about Corona at all. It’s just a symptom. Just a current occasion that makes the conditions in this world a little more obvious.

The fact that a lot of people hold you capable of a lot and that a lot of people who hold you capable of everything – really everything – , that should bother each of you and make you brood sleeplessly, but whoever likes to fight and has a good position, knows only one way in such cases. That of victory over the other. Over the one in the weaker position. Even if he is his protégé. But that does not create salvation. And victories are not permanent. So it is easy for Mr Palmer to want to chastise thousands of people under his command with an administrative act, to bring them into line, to want to solve the problem by threatening pain with a fine. Without regard to the feelings and motives of the people he so carelessly commands. It could be done with a click. If only the law were finally put into his hands! – And then one looks in amazement at the increasing hatred… The hatred of those from whom politics expects them to demonstrate peacefully outside in the cold in their worries and fears – for which they are responsible – so that they do not disturb us and we can continue to ignore them inside in the warmth – as has always been the cultivated and pleasant custom – and perhaps even – incidentally – insult them publicly. This is the inhumanity of the spirit of capitalism, of materialism, of technical solutions…. How are these people, in their increasing fear and disorientation (which is always – always! – is due to the capitalist predator-prey ideology) turn to you with confidence? Is it not clear then that the lonely helpless person has at some point exceeded his pain threshold? When he realises that his silence will not make anyone accept him (really, not with hollow words, with trickery and lies) in his fear? When he realises that he is no longer even a number in the merciless game of battle-loving top players circling only around themselves? That is how insignificant he is, and that is how it is openly and shamelessly demonstrated to him. That he could starve himself to death in front of parliament and no one would move an inch towards him…. in true humanity. Mr Palmer’s public statement is only one recent example. One example among an infinite number in which the dehumanisation, the reduction of the human being to either a usefully functioning or defective and thus to be worked on object in the capitalist-political system is evident. This is just one example among an infinite number that makes it clear what is meant when people feel a dictatorship. They feel its dehumanisation, its reduction to a technical factor that, in case of doubt, simply has to be recalibrated so that it keeps running and running. Or which, in case of doubt, is simply put out of operation. Against its will. And their helpless abandonment in the face of it. There is no need to play dumb and produce great indignation and outrage at the word dictatorship. Everyone understands what is meant by the term. The depressed person does not need to be reminded of his own powerlessness yet again by the side that has the power, by this conscious unwillingness to understand. „Cynical“ is what politicians like to say. And „indecent“ is also a phrase one likes to utter.

The search for causes can be painful. But closing one’s eyes to one’s own responsibility and inflicting pain on others without remorse, especially as their guardian, cannot be the solution. We are seeing this parallel and glaringly illuminated in the Catholic official church. People thought they could do anything. With impunity. Without consequences and in full knowledge of their lack of conscience… A glaring spotlight on the monstrous excesses of uncontrolled power and helpless dependence. The victims also demonstrated peacefully, in person, in the bishops‘ offices…. Didn’t help, somehow… They were ridiculed. Turned from victims into perpetrators… Mechanisms that every sincere person with power honestly has to examine himself again and again.

Now the ailing system of the official church is destroyed. Because of people who without conscience only followed their urges and people who covered it up. They all either closed their eyes to reality or seriously thought that it could go on indefinitely… Responsible people who should never have had power over even a single human being.

The Minister of Health quotes Kant, so I say: read von Kleist. Read his Kohlhaas. All those who want to lead must decide: The Prince or Michael Kohlhaas. Both teach something… Maybe Kohlhaas teaches some people to stick more to Machiavelli. That can happen too, unfortunately… Not so rare, I fear….

The people who are standing up now are in pain. No matter what spectrum they are recruited from. The few agitators who would simply like to sit in your place at the tables of power, we can safely disregard them. For now. This suffering is the fault of the politics in whose care the sufferers are. Because it is a capitalist policy. And capitalism knows no life, no being one, no female. It only knows itself and that at any price. We see it everywhere in this precious world: at any price.

Politics must point to itself, accuse itself and not the people for whom it has not been able to create a safe home, a place of peace, community and love – for which it would also have needed the mother, the female… For that is what everyone thirsts for in this world of prescribed, imposed self-interest. – „Then they have to perform! Do it themselves! Be a doer! Then you create your own home. With a picket fence around it.“ That is the credo of capitalism, the insane one. If everyone has to run, then even if everyone were super racers, there are always those who run better than the others. They get what they want, and the others are alimented and marginalised. What does that mean if you don’t want to sit in the gutter? Run, run, faster and faster. And then the others again! Race, race, faster and faster. Until you collapse. Until no one can run faster. Everybody against everybody else. And for what? To have and not be marginalised. Is that how it’s supposed to be? The racer gets because he happens to be good at running and the brother, the fellow human being does not? Gets disrespect and exclusion? What kind of vision of humanity is that? And what if nobody can actually stand this running against each other? When everyone would actually prefer to step into greatness in friendship with each other, but are driven to the race, forced hopelessly? What is the race to the death for? Life given? Capitalism is the beneficiary, the senseless, the fruitless one. It eats it up, this so senselessly and fruitlessly wasted life force of the people.

I have met great people. The world could use them. But they sit in the gutter. In daily struggle and daily humiliation without shelter. They have nothing for capitalism to use. So it throws them away. It cannot kill them – here. But make it difficult for them, make their lives miserable. Those who are of no use to him. They who only c o s t . According to his primitive calculation. He can take revenge on those who refuse him. Who cannot race. But who can perhaps fly like an eagle. Those from another world. But capitalism does not need them. No one should look at the madness from above. All should stumble along, senseless and in fear of the racer on the side track. And of death, which always casts a shadow behind them, which they try to ignore with narrowed eyes in a breathless chase and only want to believe capitalism, which says: „Run, run! Only run diligently. Serve me! Then you will live forever.“ People, lonely trapped in utter madness. Without meaning. Without a clue to their real greatness.

When the masculine now cries out, „Community, now! Solidarity!“ then this is only the word of the lonely father pursuing a technical goal and not the unifying, accepting love of the mother. It is the awkward command, the spasmodically attempted and pathetically failed search for connection of a sergeant who has realised that he can no longer get anywhere by shouting. But who, apart from shouting and breaking teeth, has learned nothing else in his poor life.

And it is not a gift. Not an omniscient gift from himself to the panic-stricken, made lonely all their lives…. To you, dear delegates, this pain of loneliness may certainly seem peculiar, yet you probably no longer notice your loneliness, for you are suited for it, live in it as normality. Have you voted and risen in it to the very top. Rise and grow in this world of lone warriors and eternal struggle. Man, however, is not made for this loneliness. He suffers in the capitalist compulsion to daily lonely struggle against his neighbour. From the forced suppression of his deep love for life and creation. And from the imparted meaninglessness of his life.

You bear the responsibility for every human being in suffering and every human being in hatred, for both would not have to be in this state had they not been damaged by the hatred of capitalism, of materialism.

The merciless black wave of racket, of lies and deceit, of inhumanity, of mercilessness and, above all, of unconscionability with which capitalism ravished the unsuspecting, fully openly brother and sister expecting people in the new German states three decades ago is perhaps still present to some as a small example. It left nothing. Everything was devoured by it. Nothing is allowed to exist alongside it, if it is not for its benefit. Anyone who travels to these countries today and has a little feeling still sees, wherever they look, the great bloody, gaping wound of this monstrous rape. But it is concealed. The finger of blame is still pointed at victims who do not function adequately in a capitalist way.

The constant reference to the democratic constitutional state is a smokescreen with which you blind yourself and also the people. It is a capitalist-democratic capitalist-law state in which we live. Prevented by laws only from gobbling up everything immediately without restraint. Do not think that the laws served the people. They serve to preserve the capitalist system. Because it needs calm consuming and producing, reproducing units. To perpetuate an all-destroying, all-consuming, dead vicious circle serving nothing and no one in absolute futility.

The much quoted prosperity, it does not serve the people. You can see how ill people become in spite of it. It is a necessary factor with regard to the production and consumption function of human beings for the maintenance of soulless capitalism. If it could be dispensed with, you can be sure – or you already know it yourself anyway: The capitalist decision-makers would abolish it immediately. MiniMax principle. Without remorse or remorse of conscience. Looking perplexed if they were to be accused of it…. „Think properly!“ they might still throw at you crudely. Man serves the system and not vice versa…. Even the economic leader or the much-mentioned Gates and Soros, they themselves only serve, blinded, an insane, profit-maximising worldview that unconsciously yearns for death – when the senselessness, the pain of loneliness is finally, finally over! – a world view that is grounding.

And you, dear members of parliament, are the executive organs of capitalism. Whether you like it or not, because it is the all-pervading struggle. It is the ideological basis of all action here. Thus, the people who are now no longer resting dutifully are not opponents of the democratic rule of law, they are victims of capitalist dogma and are fighting against its dehumanisation. They trust capitalism with everything. Every outrage. And rightly so. After all, it is conscienceless and soulless. And they point at you. Who else should they point at? And you lack any capacity to be one, to love, to accept… To heal. And it would be your task. And instead you shout: „All enemies of the democratic order! Of the rule of law! Treat them with police force!“ – – Crazy, isn’t it? Such a crazy situation is maintained….

I hope that these insights from this angle are somewhat new to you. And that I am right and not the above-mentioned good people, who believe that it has all been clear to you for a long time and that you let the world run like this into suffering and despair with willfulness, the good people who have already given up on you and who have nothing more to say to you.

But when you see how stoically and unmoved people’s expressed pain is repeatedly sat out by you in a distanced manner and – for lack of alternative actions – fought and threatened…. Well…

It will certainly be difficult for you in particular. You who, like the business leaders, have found your way through struggle and strife and partisanship: overcome the masculine dogma you have relied on and invoked so far. You have been persuaded that it is everything. Look for answers in the feminine, in the soul. It is the source of everything. And just because it is dormant does not mean that it is powerless.

You cannot allow yourself to continue to pick at the world according to capitalist-materialist premises and to believe that this would have even the slightest chance of success, in your responsibility for tens of millions – ultimately billions – of destinies. You should not allow yourself even a single selfish thought, since you have chosen such a responsible position. If you do not learn to accept, to love and to surrender, then this world can no longer be saved. And if you learn it, then there is no more fear for you. Then you are capable of healing the world against all odds. Because then you are whole and you know that you personally do not matter. That you have chosen to serve humanity, the whole of creation for healing…. And with that, with that truthfulness, you can lead and you will receive jubilant, faithful followers.

I will tell you the secret: the earth is the system. It is to it that we must adapt our being.

The idea that we can integrate the earth into the capitalist suicide system as an exploitable, exhaustible resource and get away with it is erroneous. Not even the most bare survival will be possible in the long run this way. And the economy. Well, the economy, it can then cover itself with its dead things, which it has so manically cut out of the earth and grabbed for itself and then exchanged for tin and paper…. And their lobby too… And so do those who have been lobbied. When it’s all over, who will still be looking for those responsible? One can certainly speculate on that. When ultimately – in materialism – everything doesn’t matter anyway and only eternal death awaits you at the end of a purposeless life. Isn’t that so?

Change, according to the law, only and exclusively you can change something. You alone. That is why you must become whole and bring about change. If you don’t, the Trumps will rise and the pent-up pain of the people will turn against their scourge, capitalism. And since this state represents and protects capitalism, turn against the state and their representatives.

So I doubt that normality is valued by all as Mr. Health Minister believes it to be. Only the top players are likely to value this normality, which forces its way into reality at the expense of the others, the humane ones. The others, the exhausted racers, know nothing but the rush on their track, into futility. They only want the familiar back. The old fear is enough for them. They can routinely numb it. If only the additional one would leave. They haven’t been brought up to have eagle visions for a long time. It would be too dangerous… They have no capacity left for thoughts besides the race. They are allowed to numb the pain with everything the m a r k e t has to offer. That ensures peace and c o n s u m p t i o n. How infernally clever!

And as seen in the new countries: Resistance is futile. It is mercilessly wiped out. It continues stoically and untouched, over all resistance, like a machine, until the cherished normality of the half, those without eternal feminine, spiritual knowledge, fills the world everywhere. Until the wretched struggle for one’s own advantage has soiled the last corner of the earth, the last human being. There must be nothing but H I M.

I have left socialist materialism aside for the moment. It no longer plays a role as the inferior materialist system. After all, it was devoured by its brother before it could tear him apart itself.

„Without God and sunshine, we reap the harvest.“ That is how it was once sung there… There was no love there either, no acceptance in the system. No womanhood, no soulfulness. It was a senseless cycle of another inhuman kind…. Dehumanised people blindly in step, forced into material community, facing dehumanised people blindly trundling downwards in their loneliness, sold to them as the highest, as freedom and individuality, in forced egoism and unnatural struggle against their neighbour. All disembodied, separated from their mother by force, so that they can never become truly powerful. So that they remain machines and function without complaint in the senseless cycle of materialism.

This also concerns you, dear delegates….

When I was a child, they said capitalism was not perfect, but it was the best we had.

It is not. It is the worst. Nothing sucks out everything as efficiently as it does. That is why it has won. He brings together all that is bad, all that is destructive in this world. On principle and by design. Devised long ago with simple formulas by a few cold calculators far from the soul. And gratefully and eagerly adopted by some lonely and unfeeling. ‚All just for me. At any price! And I’ll beat the next one, if he still wants something. Everything only for me. At any price! ‚ that is the song with which the world has been driving to destruction for over a hundred years. For the capitalist doctrine, this is an easily acceptable price. Nothing lives for it anyway. Everything is just a dead factor for use or accumulation. Life is not in any of its equations.

If you think you are serving democracy and thus the people and have capitalism under control – if you think that at all… -you are probably wrong. Capitalism with its dead mechanisms has long since permeated everything, including you. You serve it. And thus not the people.

The mature, widely educated, independent citizen that a democracy needs does not fit into a capitalist system that demands uniformly and reliably functioning machines. Democracy and capitalism do not go together. The responsible citizen has been turned into a frightened and dependent worker. And politics and business make common cause. So the die has long been cast in favour of capitalism. To the detriment of democracy and to the detriment of humanity. To the detriment of human beings who, were they fear free and knowing of their feminine power, could be so much more than fearful raiders of dead things.

Go to your mother, kneel at her feet, put your ear to her breast and feel her heart. That which you feel there, that is not the exception. That is the feeling that permeates the world. The security in your mind. The security in life – and also in death. Security reaches all people equally. It is the key, not fear and violence. Those who do not have this security within them are not allowed to rule over the fate of a single human being. He causes immeasurable damage to the world. Security is the basic human feeling. The basic feeling of the world. That it is fear is a lie. It comes from those who do not develop their feminine power, who are lonely and lash out in fear if even a single shadow appears in the corner of their eye. These are the ones who have to rap, who blindly and unceasingly beat the world more and more into iron rings with the capitalist dogma of maximum profit. They create the world of infinite fear with their infinite fear.

Read Tolstoy’s or Dostoevsky’s words in the face of their death. There you stand before human greatness and wholeness. Then perhaps you will realise to what a miserable, undignified and wasted life of greed and fear and mortal dread and unnatural struggle with their brothers and sisters people are most shamefully condemned in capitalist materialism. To what an army of millions of cunningly anxious poor hucksters‘ souls, trembling for their advantage and their discount, they have been made. And to what human greatness, so much serving creation and their true selves, they might attain were it not for this crime of the millennium perpetrated against them.

So I thank you for your time. I would be happy to read from you.

If you would like to ask me to refrain from sending you further unsolicited mails because you really have more important things to do than read any nonsense from persons who seem to have a little too much time and imagination, then you need not write to me specially. I know that well and I apologise to you for the trouble my mail has caused you and promise you will never hear anything from me again without being asked.

But if you feel inspired, not in a party-political way, but as a human being, as a being with his own feelings and conscience, please feel free to share your thoughts with me. Don’t be afraid. They will not be „exposed“. I have no Facebook, Twitter, Instagram, no blog. Am not cross- or otherwise engaged. No one reads your words but me – and possibly I tell my wife a few sentences. If I want to talk to her about it.

The material is called the masculine because the masculine body consciousness vibrates far in the material and less in the soul. It never rests and is always active. It is always fighting for its own survival. It knows little of the unity of everything and of resting in power. That is why it is always outside and taking. It is always lonely and has to be strong to fight with the world. It actively makes its seed available. Afterwards it stands alone in its material world of struggle. But the feminine and the new life are one.

Part of the human consciousness is its body consciousness. In its expression, it influences the overall state of consciousness of the human being. But it does not exclusively determine whether the consciousness of the human being vibrates more in the spiritual or more in the material, more in the feminine or more in the masculine. Whether it can accept more, rest in the security of eternal knowledge or whether it must always fight fearfully and in the feeling of loneliness and lostness. Or whether it finds itself in one of the infinitely many intermediate states of it, which also include the middle, the state of equilibrium. The „overall state of vibration“ of the consciousness „human being“ (i.e. its „gender“, i.e.: the position of its consciousness pendulum between soul and matter) can therefore not be defined via a look (with the material eye) at the material body (the expression of the body consciousness). This material gaze can only perceive a small part of what represents the total state of consciousness of the human being.

Therefore, an extremely masculine state of consciousness may well be expressed in conjunction with a feminine body and vice versa. And since everything flows, this state can also be fluid, oscillating, swinging….

So if we want a „female“ chancellor, we want more soulful action in politics. We don’t want a masculine total consciousness with a feminine body consciousness, which only knows materialistic action out of fear, in this position. We want more soul knowledge in ourselves, in partnership, in society. In humanity. In the world.

And floating gender: fluid identification with the sexes. Alternating, fluid. Sometimes more male, sometimes more female.

I didn’t know that at all. These terms. You hear about diversity more often now. And of the gender star *. But until then I had not delved into the further depths of these gender issues.

But now I was talking to Anna. Her boyfriend is a psychiatrist. He considers it all completely pathological, she says, and it is simply a matter of developmental disorders in the identification process. Nowadays there is simply a lack of role models for children to orientate themselves by. Then something like this comes out of it.

And I think, still completely flabbergasted by this sudden new insight: „But that’s it. That IS it! People – some at least, in connection with a not-so-little public discourse – are moving away from the purely material definition of themselves. The purely physical, the sole measure of the ego, of the mind, is no longer decisive. No longer so exclusively decisive. It is happening! It really takes place! People are looking at themselves. They look at their consciousness. And they realise: ‚I am EVERYTHING. I am female and I am also male. I am male, but I am also female at the same time!‘ Even if they don’t experience it that way for themselves, they are actually saying: ‚I am material and I am soul. I am flowing consciousness. I am the pendulum that is always in motion. I am the flow. I am not the one-sided rigidity. Not just the half that is granted to me after appraisal by the five senses. I am MORE!‘ „

And I think – and write. Sitting here writing, „No one is fixed on their appearance. ALL are ultimately floating gender. No one is just male or female. It just needs to be perceived. The CONSCIOUSNESSES must complement each other: Male and female in the right measure! Then the systems are able to act divinely again! Each individual, partnerships and communities. Each everything in its proportion. All vibrating around the centre. No more fixations on rigid purely material models and extreme positions that then have to be defended like bastions. That’s it! It is on the way! EVERYTHING is on its way! Wonderful that it exists so publicly like this!“

To Anna I said, „Well. I think the more we soften the rigidity, the better. Disruption or not. The more we integrate, the better. The more old things crumble, the better. I’ll gladly put a gender star on that. *. (I also like to be a little disturbed, I think to myself in conclusion with an inner smile).

– And whoever thinks: „Phew, if this is the future, with these crazy and twisted people, then I don’t know if I should like this Everything in Everyone….“.

Whoever thinks that can be part of it. He can complement the world. With himself and his kind and his consciousness. He can recognise that he is not only female. And that he is not only male. That he has everything in him and that he flows and is not rigid. That he is more than his body. That he is also soul. And when he has recognised that, then it’s okay with these strange guys. They no longer seem so distant and strange and dangerous. And then he can live the ‚having-it-all‘. According to his state of consciousness…

This is the masculine, which allows only its own masculine to be valid. It denies its dependence on the feminine and nips every masculine impulse, every own initiative of its prisoners already in the bud and claims that it itself is root and crown, beginning and end, cradle and grave of everything that exists.

But without the longsuffering, without the soul knowledge, without the compassion and without the wisdom of the degraded female, there would be nothing for him. His game would not exist and he himself would be less than nothing… He would squirm in deepest loneliness and agony.

That’s how it is in a world in which the knowledge of the soul is no longer perceived. In which only the mind plays its lonely and fearful games full of addiction to control and annihilation.

But our society no longer sees. It is blind to the abyss toward which it is moving, because it has been trained not to see for centuries. With physical violence and later more and more with psychological violence. Because it is psychological violence to force the human being with sanctions (group pressure and exclusion, marginalization) and psychological influence (by the propagated materialistic world view in the educational institutions) to deny a part of the world, the truth – and to bring him to believe this untruth as well. To force him to blind himself and make him think that he sees crystal clear. Brainwashing somehow… or?

Now the spiritual knowledge, the knowledge about the unity, has not disappeared in the people nevertheless also in this country. It works in the hidden. But at the same time it works big and open and absolutely unmistakable in the world! But just for the materialistically formed man not… But the main thing is, it works at all! It works when we stand in front of our neighbor and perceive him as a living being, when we understand his feelings, when we are one with him on this level and are ready to make sacrifices for him as well. For example. Very practical. A very small, banal, almost unnoticed event, considered by us as so natural. It is an example of our soulfulness. Because: How does it look then in the areas, in which the cold materialism, which is supposed to constitute the entire happening of the universe, lives out itself without restraint? Where it appears quite clearly in all its facets – in its one and only, one must actually say -? In the omnipresent capitalism. Material socialism is no different, of course. Only it is not so the topic nowadays. Capitalism is even more „materialistic“ than socialism. That is why the latter has exterminated it. It is actually the true child of materialism. The inevitable consequence of the negation of the soul. That is why it has prevailed worldwide. Because that is its one facet: To assert itself alone against all and everything else, until nothing and nobody is left, except itself. With all means. He knows no compassion. He knows resources that he can use to achieve his goal. This goal is the same at all levels of materialism. On the level of the system of capitalism, of the companies, of the acting persons in economy and politics. They all serve the soulless matter (it is ultimately also not soulless, but the image is nevertheless conclusive in this context) with the goal that only they remain and, ideally, have all resources (money, people, matter just…). There the interest in the neighbor is purely strategic – and it is also not felt, because for that one would have to use the soul sense. It is analyzed statistically, how the state of the opponent could affect the game for the One Whole, how it can be used. In order to throw it away later, if used. Matter just. Soulless. We only have to look into the schools and universities. Cogwheels come out there, which were formed suitably for the employment in the machine of the materialism… to the wear.

And people are also blind to this condition of society. Because it is a sick condition. There is even a term for it: psychopathic. The system itself has thus even defined its own condition conceptually. It only does not recognize that it itself is ill with it. It’s part of the clinical picture, I’ve heard.

Materialistic is synonymous with psychopathic. Because it means having no relation to anything except oneself. Total loneliness. Total fear. Total hatred. – Total, infinite pain… only to be erased by the annihilation of the other person who makes this loneliness so clear to you.

That now not every materialistically formed person, the fewest actually, is psychopathic, is due to the fact that they still – quite secretly and without them knowing it (fortunately. Because otherwise they would perhaps still do something against it.) – perceive the world with their soul sense and therefore act as „holistically“ as it is possible for them. They make sacrifices, they understand their counterpart and when they hold a hand, they feel – you don’t even think about it anymore, it’s so natural – life… The psychopath only feels dead flesh. And he is disgusted, so that he would like to get rid of the owner of this hand immediately. If he is not useful for him… and he could do it without personal disadvantages.

Materialism and its child capitalism support psychopathy – they are themselves – and the psychopath. If the psychopath could become nothing in former societies and also in groups in the animal kingdom, because he was the most harmful thing which could be grown in his clan, a cancer, the enlightenment has made sure that the soullessness was made a dogma and the soulless (because that is what they are. Not really soulless, of course, for that is nothing and nobody, but totally incapable of experiencing the sound of oneness through their soul sense. Handicapped. Completely deaf.) have been able to form a network over the centuries with which they support each other by holding the „non-psychopaths“ hostage and exploiting them for their purposes and for their prosperity. To the prosperity of the god of matter, the separation, which they serve without knowing it… Thus they psychopathize the world more and more and by the mechanization it goes more and more thoroughly and faster, because control is everything for them. The best way to have everyone under control is when they are dead, but that is not possible, because the psychopath is out for self-preservation. And if he still needs people for himself – even if only as a symbol of his power over them: What a luck for us…

So we all live in a world controlled by psychopathic -soulless- perceptions and the human being has to adapt to it and suffers and lives in pain because he cannot live his wholeness which he nevertheless feels deep inside. And the matter laughs. The psychopaths have created their own empire with this planet. One hundred percent suitable for them. They can live out their pain and – since they do not know unity. Only the word, but not the experience – separate and separate and separate…. Until there is only one. And that will be the matter itself… Also its servants will not survive it. In the „small“ we need to look there only on the Third Reich. Or to Stalin. To all dictatorships. Saddam Hussein. Oh, who still everything! Where one had to unite everything on himself to erase his pain of loneliness. Where everything except himself was alien, suspicious, threatening – and in doubt was put against the wall. Friends, comrades, family… Everywhere the psychopathic fear, the hatred in the end ate the own people. The followers, who didn’t even know what they had gotten themselves into. And then themselves… Only the matter remains as always….

So somehow no difference: soullessness – materialism – Stalinism – fascism – capitalism – … well, also socialism… it is not better. Only different. Everything from one source. Born from the god of matter. The god of separation, pain of loneliness, fear, anger and hate….

The democratic system was created by people who knew about these facts. It works on the basis of the survival instinct, the only motive of soul-distant existences. If you want to be re-elected (if you want to survive), you have to take care of people. Dictatorships no longer need that. One sees what happens there then, if the soul-distant person can do what he wants. What he must is actually the right formulation, because he cannot do otherwise.

There is no difference in the field of economy, with the companies. After all, they want to sell their stuff – to grow and destroy the competition. To survive. For that, they still need us… that is, us as consumers. That is our luck. There where nobody sees it and where they run no danger for their survival, there they strike with all power of the soulless matter. In the third world… There they exchange the blood of the exploited for dust. No difference. And no remorse or understanding. No conscience. That would require soul perception, because only then can we reflect the suffering of the other. Can feel it at all. Perceive his animacy. „The God of matter makes the rules, after all. What should we do. Serves the One, doesn’t it? That’s what it’s all about, isn’t it?…“ says the psychopathic manager, pulled up and given power by the psychopathic system, the system of the God of Matter….

If torturing, bloodthirsty, man-killing concentration camp wardens were asked afterwards whether they believed their actions had been wrong, one often heard something like: „I don’t know whether it was wrong. I was told to do it…“ – – ‚I don’t know….‘ So dreamy these words sound from these mouths. As if they searched deep in their memories and found nothing, as if there was missing any understanding of what ‚wrong‘ could mean in their case. Wrong in murdering and torturing sentient beings… They really didn’t know! This was not an excuse. Because they could not feel the other, the tortured one in his infinite pain! That does not go about the mind, which is an organ of the matter. That goes only over the soul perception! For the overseers their acts were something like the sawing of a tree trunk… What should be wrong with it?

Thus the democracy is actually a construction, in which the souled humans are to provide by their choice decision for the fact that – as in former times in the clans – the psychopath has no chance to destroy the (small or large) world. Only, unfortunately, in the meantime – and inevitably probably – capitalism happened to us. And what happened? The free souled citizen, who should actually be the corrective for a healthy social development as a souled voter, became a worker. He became a dependent and victim of an ever more self-reinforcing psychopathic system, in which he sits hostage to the employer, who makes common cause with politics (the posts line up one after the other, after all). No politician fears for his existence anymore. It is not the citizen and his office to which he is committed. No, the consulting post with the industry keeps him alive later. He must serve the company in parliament if he wants to continue to survive). He does not dare to flinch and has already internalized the psychopathic rule of the game of the right of the strongest and is grateful that they at least give him a job. He has become a helpless – and above all: conditioned – strategic object of the union of matter in the form of politics and economy, which unflinchingly and blindly – and deafly – perform their service to materialism.

He could choose something else! He could. But he doesn’t. Why not? Because the fear (after the pain of the separation) is the basic feeling of the materialism inculcated in him. The mind perceives only one thing through its five senses: Only and alone: Nothing else: Nothing else at all: (I emphasize this, so that it becomes really clear): only and exclusively(!) SEPARATION.

„I am here and everything else is outside of me. The touch: from someone / something else. The heard: from someone / something else. The seen: all outside of me! I am alone. I am lonely! I don’t know what tomorrow will be.“ The conclusion that ripens deep in the materialistic man: „I am threatened in my life. Everything is imponderable. I am afraid of death. Now everything is okay so far. So let’s leave it like this! Let’s choose the old. Secure prosperity, more security, strengthen the economy. That’s the most important thing. No experiments, because I don’t know what will happen next. Maybe I’ll die!“ That, of course, is encouraged. So everything remains as it is. Recently, every September, disaster alert exercise. Coincidentally, the very month in which federal elections are always held. Anyone who feels queasy about the sirens and beeping alarm apps then, who may have forgotten to be scared enough beforehand, may be one more who then chooses the old. For safety’s sake. No changes….

The materialist is afraid. So he persists. The human being, who perceives his soulfulness, does not persist. He flows in the cycles. He is free. And he loves the world. Not egoistically because of the feeling of loneliness, but because he knows that he is this world and the world is him. And this knowledge is so beautiful and he is so grateful for it and he knows no fear. Of what? Of death? Why then? He is secure in the knowledge of meaning. Everything has meaning. Why be afraid of it? And he is ready to give, because he gives himself. He knows what was and he knows what will be, without being able to say it. He is bedded in eternity and infinity.

The God of the matter and through this also his servants, doesn’t like such a thing of course… Without fear no control. One would have to cultivate cooperative concepts with free souled people in dealing with each other, souled concepts, free flowing, dogma-free, on the basis of the universal truthful soul knowledge… „NO GO! Ugh spider! Shaking hands. Shake dead flesh. Connecting with the dead resources! That’s not how it works with the One!“ – They don’t want it, because they can’t do it either, because: The perceptions of the soul sense belonged to it. And they are not present. After that the God of the matter has chosen his servants. So they continue to raise their successors and occupy all places with them. Thus they displace the most important thing in us and in the world: the feminine. Not only the woman, but the feminine. The feminine in all of us. Also in us men. Because the feminine is the spiritual. Is the nourishing, is the giving, is the knowledge, is the unity of love, is the carrying, is the security, is – I say it again – the knowledge. The only real knowledge there is. The knowledge of eternity and infinity.

Everyone has to become an employee. Everyone must be afraid for their job. At least. Nobody should stay at home and get strange – mental – thoughts. All must be busy with irrelevant things from matter. All women must be suggested the salvation in the career. All men, too. And all of them – if they want or not – sell their soul… – – – – For what? ….. Yes, for what? ……Is there anything at all that man receives in return? Besides waiting for death?

The system is one-sidedly brushed on fear. Only the male should exist. Only the fight for survival. Only the material with its spiral of pain -> fear -> anger and then hatred… And just like the system the people shall become. One-sided. Always fighting. Never coming to rest. Always dominated by the mind and kept in fear. Their still existing feminine, spiritual is denied, but it is secretly needed, used. The crowd of people must have a conscience, because that is what makes our society live. Not the material mind, the fear-monger, alone on its throne. It is the feminine, the connection via the soul in each of us, which is the basis of existence – also and just – for the material. We must not all become psychopaths. Then nothing would work any more. There would be a mass murder. And then also for the servants of the matter everything would be over. Sometime he, the God of matter, will wish it. Then he has the consciousnesses of his servants so far and that of the society also. But the time does not seem to be ripe for it yet. Maybe it never will. I hope so. In the DAO it is said: To depart is to return. There is something in the old sayings… I hope that the return will begin before the spiritual, the feminine in this world has been completely extinguished. Before man is completely defined and treated as a machine. And he will find his self-understanding in it. As a machine part of the soulless matter machine in the service of the One. With 30 days vacation in the year and the suppressed death fear in the neck.

„Upheaval, overthrow, revolution!“ That’s what you often hear these days. But the return cannot happen through any revolution. Not through a conventional one. The conventional revolution is material. It is based on the idea of separation. The idea of fear of others. The thought of wanting to get someone out of the way. In doubt, it is even psychopaths themselves who want to instigate a revolution. To replace the old fear regime, in which they had nothing to say, with a new one, in which they are finally in control. And what that looks like when people who feel threatened and know no trust come to power can be read well in the history books. Who calls revolution today and accuses the „mainstream media“, the „mainstream science“, the „mainstream politics“, the economy (without mainstream, I think. So all.), of the collective alliance against the normal citizen, he does this because he perceives deep inside, the connections presented above. But draws the wrong conclusions concerning their improvement. If he, the fearful and distrustful, would come to power, what would there be a rage- (the consequence of fear) filled rage. They would all have to go to court. They would all have to go to the camp. To the wall. Then the fear of future acts on their part would be banished. – – And further the fear-filled, no unity feeling new rulers would clean up. First outside. Then inside. Then among themselves. Because: The mind sees everything and everyone separate from itself. Governs only he: There is ONLY ANGST. And its consequences. Tiring to present this old cold once again.

I don’t think that’s the return… It’s a way further into the abyss. Only differently. For a change. A new regime. And the god of matter laughs so resoundingly that he swallows and almost suffocates himself, and, sitting on his throne, strikes his knees in mad ecstasy.

„What is to be done?“ Someone coined that phrase. I don’t remember who. But it was also at just such a point. „What is to be done?“

Everything is consciousness. Sounds abstract now and kind of like an old meaningless hat, but I’ll explain it in a moment.

Consciousness is a state of vibration (also such a rather burned term, but it already hits it. Only the vibration is not as the materialist imagines it. I ask for acceptance. Do not think now. That leads here now to nothing). Let’s take the human being: He has five senses and the mind. From this his consciousness receives the information about the material world. So ultimately the one info: Separation!

And he has his soul sense. His soul sense. Over it he receives the information: Unity! (Quite briefly and concisely represented).

In the separation the human being experiences pain and in the unity he experiences security in the sense (again abbreviated). If his consciousness, i.e. the sum of his material and soul perceptions is more in the realm of the mind, then pain predominates and as a consequence fear, anger and hate (intention to kill). If his consciousness receives more soul information, then he is more in security. In knowledge. In sense. In true peace. The raptured one perceives only soulful in his consciousness and does not feel the outer anymore, is only oneness, while the hater does not perceive the inner, the soulful, the feminine anymore and loses himself in boundless pain. These are the extremes between which our consciousness moves.

This pendulum swings (again this term. But it becomes clear perhaps slowly) ideally around the middle and there is then a balanced relationship of material and soul perception. Man maintains his life and survives through his material, his masculine. At the same time he has his measure of eternal knowledge through his spiritual, feminine and is secure in his being in the cycle. He knows about the oneness. Does not fear death. But also does not see himself forced to die directly. But he also does not have to lie with 108 for 25 years at the heart-lung machine, as if the life would be the one and everything for him.

He serves the being with his existence. He is part of the whole. Through this feminine knowledge he serves the meaning with masculine vigor (which one knows then if one has soul knowledge. But one cannot name it. Everyone must experience him himself).

Consciousness in this form, as I have just tried to show it exemplarily and for obvious reasons at the human being, these pendulums, exist on all levels of the existence above and below. In the organ, in the cell in the molecule, in the quantum. In the relationship between living beings, in families, in groups, in communities, in states, in mankind, in the (I make a jump) universe. ALL influence each other. Sometimes more sometimes less. And ALL influence each other not only in space, but also in time. My relationship to another person two years ago or two seconds ago is a state of consciousness between pain and security, between material vibration and spiritual. And this is connected to everything else that happened to me (and probably will happen) and to me now. It is all consciousness and at the very „top“ is the great overall vibration, the frequency that is the sum of all vibration through and beyond space and time. The ultimate tone, so to speak. The cosmic OM (I am not a Buddhist or Hindu, but I use this term once. It fits well and maybe the same is meant only with other words).

„What is – therefore – to be done?“ We are part of „higher“ consciousnesses. The family, for example. Let’s start there. The family is also a consciousness and it is formed significantly (not exclusively of course) by the consciousnesses of its members. The center is the ideal. The ideal mind you. The / the one partner / in is more material, more masculine than the other and is outside. He / she protects the inside and takes care of the physical survival. The / the other partner / in balances the family consciousness with his / her femininity, his / her spiritual. He / she guards the soul knowledge. Gives the security, the sense, the support, the spiritual strength, carries and nourishes. Both (!) have realized this balance, however, also accordingly in their own inside. None of them is a psychopath or the other one a rapture. Both single consciousnesses oscillate – somewhere – around the middle. The children thus grow up with the structurally more distant, strict, limiting masculine and the warm, security-giving and nurturing inner, feminine, psychic. They learn to appreciate and develop within themselves the feminine, the soulish, while their masculine self is limited and kept within healthy bounds by the masculine of the family. Thus they experience clarity in the center. Now, who is male or female in this family consciousness, it doesn’t matter. The man, the woman, Divers. Everyone defines himself by his own state of consciousness and takes the place at the time when it is right for him. Flow!

At the present time, everyone must be predominantly male, material. The feminine is marginalized. Thus, the children (even those who are now already parents) see that apparently only the masculine gets ahead, while the feminine is powerless and doomed to failure. The new army for the god of matter grows upan…. And there are complaints that the children are so mean to parents and teachers. And it is puzzled, what could be the reason for that.

So it is the influence of materialism on the families or the individual that forces them and him to go into a material state of consciousness with all the consequences for the family, the individual and the children… and so also for the social consciousness of which everyone is a part. It becomes more and more fear-controlled and soul-distant in its perceptions.

It is therefore up to the consciousness of the individual to free himself from the overpowering perception of separation and pain, because only in this way can the social consciousness change. The „small“ pendulums must swing again more to the light of the sense, see their soulfulness, then something changes AUTOMATICALLY in the social state of consciousness. It is also a pendulum. A connection. A vibration, which is composed of the individual vibrations of its members (technically descriptive and figuratively expressed).

If we want to reduce the external influences on consciousness and the dominance of the mind, the doubter and master of the five senses, fear personified, then we cannot gouge out our eyes to see less. On the contrary. That is the method of the mind. Self-deception. Looking away. Denial. Whistling in the forest. On the contrary. We must look more! But with the inner eye. With the soul eye. Let more spiritual knowledge flood our consciousness. Then the rigidity goes, then the fear goes by itself! Recognize our femininity again. Shake off the nightmare. Become healthy. Get up and blink into the light! Become free!

And I call out to every „enlightened“ citizen of the world: Don’t be afraid! Your world is not lost. It will be completed. Renewed. Expanded. You don’t have to run to a church. You don’t have to follow a priest. No dogmas to recite in front of you. What do I know what you mean, what is the divine (now I use the word). You are the divine. Your neighbor is the divine. Everything is. You don’t have to do much. Just take your neighbor’s hand and consciously(!) feel life. Feel him and feel how you understand him. Sacrifice something selflessly for him. Every day feel it consciously! – – – and realize that it is your SEELIC connection that makes it possible for you! That it is not your greedy mind! The one who claims everything for himself, because he can’t share and who is scared to death of every part he doesn’t control. Who therefore spreads the lie, HE would be the one who would feel and besides him there would be nothing! Your mind feels only cold fear. Everything what goes beyond that is not his merit, does not come from your material existence, but from your spiritual. Without your soul knowledge you would have the consciousness of a psychopath! (so not only you. No blame here. I just as and every other also) – – – Be aware of it and cultivate this knowledge daily. Maybe you dare then someday to expand the spiritual, the female perception in you actively… and with it you help others to move their pendulum more in the direction of spiritual knowledge. Then you will have done more for the world than with any earthly revolution….

This is the only way to reverse the further psychopathization of our society. This is the only way to regain the center in our social consciousness. Acting with soul inspiration on the basis of the soul-experienced truths, which do not need any morality or virtue limited in time or place. Which are eternal and not mind-constructed. Everyone can experience them. And then realize how clear everything can be at once. Surprise! That’s how I perceive it…

Perhaps there is a little hurry. We should perhaps enlighten our and thus society’s consciousness before the ever more perfectly materially drilled children are old enough to be put at the levers of power and decision-making authority… They will then perhaps also look back at some point, puzzling over themselves, and say: „I don’t know whether I did…… something wrong there….

This place

is a female hoard.

Does not use its deep power

for battles,

that your manhood must beat outside

– and wants to beat.

On the contrary, take its gift

with out

and illuminate – heal – the world

one piece.

Give her hope that

there is more

than just dust.

Bring its strength of union to the narrow place,

where otherwise only fear and power and separation prevail.

So you bring

Mind and soul,

Acting and being

together

and unite that,

what never really was separated.

Nowadays the family, the clan, is no longer in the center of the action. The connection of the materially acting (as a rule the man) exists with vast amounts of big and complicated things of the external world like work, politics, reputation, competition, opinions, while the woman is also urged to train her materially acting side and to put it at the disposal of the external things – materially acting.

Thus a situation arises in which the man enters into a unity with the great complicated – and powerful – external factors and finds his support and security there. They are the earthly substitute for the soul-feminine, which was otherwise to be found in the family. It is now these external things that he protects, since they have become the interior of his unity. The woman, the family, thus becomes by definition something external that either serves the man’s (new) unity or must be fought against. If the woman remains soul-bearing, nurturing and passive, then she is exploited by the man as an external – serving resource – for his new unity. If the woman does not do justice to her carrying and nurturing role in the family any more, since she is urged to suppress her soul knowledge and to become a material (and ego-emphasizing) agent as well, she is fought against. Either way, it is the children whose ego is no longer limited. The father no longer perceives the limiting role and instead of demonstrating unity with the woman, the children are taught that feminine, spiritual is synonymous with weak and helpless. They are taught that unity is to be sought and found in external things and not in the connection between male and female on the level of matter and soul. Material and material is the new unity. Boys and girls follow this path because nothing else is shown to them. Because the parents themselves are no longer able to recognize anything else at all, because they themselves are children of parents who had already lost their way.

Below the unity of the family stands man himself. There, too, the material fights or uses the spiritual, expands until there is hardly any space left in the consciousness for the light of unity. No matter whether man or woman.