Already in my childhood the world of pure matter, the evil and material in form of my father confronted me. These were the years in which I overcame the world by overcoming my father – as the concentrated form of the soulless material world. After I had already overcome the world with him once, nothing more opposed me and I could meet the world in complete detachment and freedom. Thus, I did not need my whole life for this transformation. This recognition was forced upon me in my childhood and youth. If I had not attained this recognition at that time, I would not have been able to survive.
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